come back pls

all of us experience mood swing. i'm in the lowest point now and have been in it for quite a while. i cant exactly tell what's wrong...

i've tried ways to stay happy... but it doesnt last long.

pls bring back my cheerfulness.

circle of friends

昔日的猪朋狗友，互相敬重、真心对待，也都非常珍惜对方的陪伴。

嗨…今非昔比。分开久了，好友都生疏了、陌生了、渐渐遗忘了。

我不找他谈天，他也音讯全无。

我尝试主动了，却被一句‘我很忙’狠狠地给撇开了。

hope i'm just being over sensitive.

i really dont wanna lose a friend like you.

大风起 把头摇一摇

strong wind, heavy downpour all of the sudden...

what's going on?

return of the cold front?

weekdays vs weekends

Weather is getting a bit warmer, and i'm actually perspiring (slightly) from doing nothing. What a relieve... the torture is finally coming to an end.

Academics are still as shit ass, and...sigh, let's not talk about military part. Monday and tuesday are so fully packed, that i'll always feel like nuahing for the next couple of days. Then come friday, and i'll always be at the field kicking soccer with the s'pore, thai & malaysia counterparts till late in the evening.

By the time i realise, it's weekend and my homework, mostly due mon & tues, are still lying on my desk, covered with 4 days of dust... alamak...

I think i'm a happier man in weekdays...
'C'mon la, weekends isnt too far away.'

I actually feel reali terrible on weekends...
'Oh dear, monday is coming!'

-COOH

Alcohol doesnt make you braver in any sense.

Recent incidents told me that it simply retards you and makes you think like an idiot.

I didnt get to choose my life.

My life chose me.

I'm sick of you.

忙忙忙

where's the boundary?

这世上，真的没有一个能让我百分百的信赖又能无所不谈的朋友吗？

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最近，我时不时就会想到她。
是我真的放不下，还是我不肯放下？

一失铸成千古恨

酒能助兴，也能扫兴。

还是少饮为妙。

DA farewell dinner

awesome night with heaps of laughter and lots to drink.

the current defence attache (a colonel) is retiring and is leaving australia soon. we were invited to his place for a farewell dinner.

i don usually get to see him a lot. but from the last couple of dinners we had over at his house, he gave me a reali good impression. i thot he's a reali nice person to talk to, he's one of those few colonels that i feel comfortable talking to. i think everyone will miss his wife's cooking the most. whenever we're invited over to his place for a meal, there will definitely be lotsa delicious hometown food... mee siam, prata, teh tarik, curry chicken, ba zhang, fried rice... yum yum...

wonder how the new DA (and his wife) is like... hehe... **evil smile**

anyway, drinking was the main highlight after the dinner among the younsters today. everyone is trying to get everyone else (especially those non-drinkers) drunk. but experience has taught me well. i believe i'm kinda pro at dodging in this type of situation... i know exactly how to show people that i'm drinking alot when i'm actually not. this is especially easy when everyone gets high after lotsa drinks... i just dont like to get drunk... i've got a personal phobia with alcohol.

but anyway, the company and time spent are simply fantastic...

boys are so carefree when women and $$ are outta of the picture.

wonder what's beneath that red scarf...

the maid

i've just heard about this errie figurine in Plaza Singapore, read it from this blog my fren introduced. i was seriously laughing my head off when i first heard about it. i thot it was funny... as in the incident itself was funny.

for sure, i wont wanna see tat in the toilet at midnight after watchin' the horror flick, especially when it's the seventh month now. i've got weak heart... i'll probably find myself six feet below if i sees it.

those ppl behind all these, seriously need to be educated on how to put a limit to their crazy creativity.

ISLAND

2 hrs + movie... not as good as i've expected.

i didnt say it was easy...

my best score:

blank

i seem to be wasting my time away.

instead of doing sth productive and useful, i always find myself in front of my laptop, clicking aimlessly.

i better do sth beneficial for my future... the time i having is too precious to waste

intersting link introduced by my fren who hopes that it'll aid me in my learning.

think u've got wat it take 2b a good driver... try it and see

not doing what YOU ought to be doing...

procrastinating...

no use feeling sorry now that YOU'RE losing out...

BUCK UP!!!

终于踏出第一步了

i finally manage to find time on weekend to go for this mandatory road ready course (similar to basic theory). i'm given three attempts at the test and just hafta pass once over the 2 days. i passed mine today but the gay rule still require me to be present for the whole of these 2 days in order to obtain my learner's license.

the lessson was sure damn boring. 5 hours...0930 to 1430. i almost died of hunger waiting for the class to end today. oh well, that's an exaggeration. but seriously, i was expecting a lunch break at noon before it continued.

sigh... gonna waste another 5 hours again tmr.

It's snowing!

woa... woa... woa...

it's reali beautiful. damn beautiful siah...

today is the coldest day i've experienced in canberra. it's onli evening time now and i'm feeling the shivers.

but i think the temperature is still not low enough for the gorgeous snow. the flakes melted within seconds it landed on the ground. not to worry. night temperature in canberra can drop to minus 10. the night is still young.

i realise that i'm not the onli mountain turtle. many of the aussie haven seen snow too.

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and so, what my fren said is true. this month will be the coldest month of the winter... brrrrr...

oh no... there's drill @ 7 tmr!!!

national day 2005

"connecting to media..."

"buffering..."

"streaming..."

"attempting to reconnect..."

trying to watch the ndp live telecast online but didnt reali catch much of it so far... there was more still pictures than any thing else. probably it's a sign that i should head back to my room now.

me and a few of us are tryin' our luck here in the school's computer lab. we've tried a few other places, but it seems that the connection is way to slow...

mr. president is inspecting the GOH... why so long? is he talking to the GOH? ... got so much to talk ar...

no, it has stopped again.

forget it. time to head back

Singapore Student Association Nite @ Holy Grail

it was a dinner-cum-get-together-party for all singaporean in the three nearby uni - ANU, UC and ADFA.

i think we're invited out of courtesy. we don reali noe the organisers or ppl from these uni, we don actually have any business to do with. onli a couple of us have frens studying there.

anyway, we are a pretty much "self sufficient" group of ppl. we get ourselves very comfy quickly, contented with our wines and jokes. there's this SSA's idol competition going on during the dinner. but we din reali pay much attention to it. we had quite a bit to drink. 10 of us, 8 bottles of wine within a couple of hours.

there was even more fun and laughter during the lucky draw. i dare say, our table was the centre of attraction then.

from what we know, there should be onli 36 booklets, each containing 100 lucky draw coupons. one dollar for each coupon but 50 for the booklet. there's 46 prizes altogether... first prize: tix back to singapore!!!

OMG!!! the first prize was too attractive to give it a miss. one coupon can onli get u that far... if u won the 46th prize, ur hope for the 1st prize would be gone. haha... we are dying to win the tix. to increase our chance, we bought 12 booklets altogther!!! do the maths... HAHA...

think about it. 36 booklets, and we have 1/3 of it, what's our chances??

our greatest gambler, kenny, bought 5 booklets... he din get the 1st prize but he did won 9 prizes altogther including a ipod shuffle and actually made a winning over a hundred dollars! it's reali hilarious to see him going up the stage again and again, sometimes din even get back to his seat when he's recalled for the next prize. everyone was pretty much stunt by his "luck".

me and yuwei shared a booklet and won ourselves 200+ worth of prizes!!! our table nab around 18 prizes (?? lost count...) altogther. Our biggest winner, zhiming, spent 50 bucks and got onli 1 winnings... the 1st prize!!! how lucky...

wonderful night.

but could have been better if the music played during the party time went in line with the "retro" theme... hated RnB.

more treats to shots during party time from the winners... but it didnt take long for the music to bore me

Day @ Perisher

...no. it should be "6 hours @ Perisher"

The day at Perisher wasnt too bad, not considering that:-
1. i was rushing my assignment and didnt slept until 3 am
2. i didnt catch much sleep on the 3-hr ride to Perisher as i would have expected
3. my toes were suffering from frost bite
4. i didnt get to ski or snowboard
5. the ride back to adfa took 6 hrs, as the usual route was closed down due to accident.
6. my uniform wasnt ready when i woke up the next day

but it could have been better for a virgin experience.

There wasnt much i could do that day. I cant ski and it's pointless to spend $$$ to learn how to within the few hours there. it was more like a sight-seeing-cum-whoa-ing day, and possibly has provide me with another good reason why i should be back some day again.

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