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i couldnt believe how dependant i was on the internet until the network was down for the past 10 days.

it is true i may have more time for myself, but i think i had too much that i have no idea what to do.

finally the internet is back again.

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i am no saint and i dont expect myself to be a perfect friend or companion. but at least i tried.

i was kind. but my kindness was seldom reciprocated. i know a good deed isnt a good one if you are asking for sth in return. but the fact is that you took my kindness for granted. u never saw the kindness, but instead you shoot me down with your seemingly-innocent-but-hurtful comments.

i have decided to give up. you like running your own routine, so be it. i'll let you have yours, and i'll have my way. i'll try no more explanation or exercise any patience.