I wished I had someone to talk to.
I'm feeling terribly shit right now.
Sunday, 29 April 2007
放飞机
got really pissed off this morning with my singaporean friends here.
i bought some pancake mix earlier this week, enough for around 5-6 ppl with 3 pancakes each. surely i cant finish it at one go on my own. therefore i made an offer to share it. we agreed to meet at 8 this morning at my division, but i waited until 0830 and no body turn up at all!
there was no miss call, no msg or anything... and up to now no one has given me any explanation or apology!
pui... is that what i get in return for being nice and friendly? well, i suppose this should be the last i'll offer anything. the code of 'i-me-myself' seems to inflict less of self-harm.
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(edited)
they apologised. i forgot one of them have access to this blog.
i'm sure i can take this down more easily after a night sleep. i may even forget about it.
but not today... there is no space for forgiveness today. the damage has been done and it still hurts.
i bought some pancake mix earlier this week, enough for around 5-6 ppl with 3 pancakes each. surely i cant finish it at one go on my own. therefore i made an offer to share it. we agreed to meet at 8 this morning at my division, but i waited until 0830 and no body turn up at all!
there was no miss call, no msg or anything... and up to now no one has given me any explanation or apology!
pui... is that what i get in return for being nice and friendly? well, i suppose this should be the last i'll offer anything. the code of 'i-me-myself' seems to inflict less of self-harm.
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(edited)
they apologised. i forgot one of them have access to this blog.
i'm sure i can take this down more easily after a night sleep. i may even forget about it.
but not today... there is no space for forgiveness today. the damage has been done and it still hurts.
Sunday, 22 April 2007
three hundred
i like historic films... mainly because i can learn about the history without having to risk reading one, which i know i wont last the first chapter.
like many other similar films, i always wonder what it would be like to live in those times. life seems a lot simplier but still exciting in their own ways. hey, i'm not implying i'm the type that likes the blood and gore, war and killing. i'm more impressed by their sense of loyalty, code of honour and never-say-die spirit, which i think is lacking terribly in many places around me. the common practice seems to be the code of i-me-myself... you bite me, i bite you. whoever bleeds the least wins.
like many other similar films, i always wonder what it would be like to live in those times. life seems a lot simplier but still exciting in their own ways. hey, i'm not implying i'm the type that likes the blood and gore, war and killing. i'm more impressed by their sense of loyalty, code of honour and never-say-die spirit, which i think is lacking terribly in many places around me. the common practice seems to be the code of i-me-myself... you bite me, i bite you. whoever bleeds the least wins.
Sunday, 15 April 2007
too much energy
yet another long break since my last post. paiseh... not that i dont wanna blog, i just dont get (enough) time to do that. (actually sometime i got a little bit of time at hand, but by the time i think of what to type, there wasnt much left -_-')
i have been keeping my life rather busy since the start of the semester, with a number of extra curriculum activities. firstly, i'm still playing in the social soccer team in which i'll have matches once a week, either thursday or saturaday.
my sundays are now devoted to sea sports down at the canberra lake. thus far, i've done kayaking (hope to get into white-water kayaking soon), in the midst of learning small dinghy sailing (just finish the basic course today), and hoping i would get into board sailing soon.
i also have rock climbing on monday and wednesday evenings.
^_^ seems pretty intense...
well, academic life seems a bit more relax now with only three labs for the whole semester (already completed one, two left). moreover, classes end really early (at 10am) on mondays and tuesdays. so i suppose i can afford to expand my commitments to other areas... and create an 'all-rounded' education for myself ;p. (i must admit, i'm sick of studying.) but, studies still come first. it is what i'm here for. i'll definitely have to put in some effort to hang on the bar i set previsouly. (suck thumb)
anyway, so this is what i've been up to thus far, and hopefully for the whole of this semester. forgive me, if i take ages to put in my next post again.
i have been keeping my life rather busy since the start of the semester, with a number of extra curriculum activities. firstly, i'm still playing in the social soccer team in which i'll have matches once a week, either thursday or saturaday.
my sundays are now devoted to sea sports down at the canberra lake. thus far, i've done kayaking (hope to get into white-water kayaking soon), in the midst of learning small dinghy sailing (just finish the basic course today), and hoping i would get into board sailing soon.
i also have rock climbing on monday and wednesday evenings.
^_^ seems pretty intense...
well, academic life seems a bit more relax now with only three labs for the whole semester (already completed one, two left). moreover, classes end really early (at 10am) on mondays and tuesdays. so i suppose i can afford to expand my commitments to other areas... and create an 'all-rounded' education for myself ;p. (i must admit, i'm sick of studying.) but, studies still come first. it is what i'm here for. i'll definitely have to put in some effort to hang on the bar i set previsouly. (suck thumb)
anyway, so this is what i've been up to thus far, and hopefully for the whole of this semester. forgive me, if i take ages to put in my next post again.
