angel and demon

i enjoyed the company, but at the same time i'm doubting the sincerity.

how...?

remorse

i was well-prepared for the day.

i still failed myself, owing to the lack of composure under (the self-imposed) pressure.

darn.

feeling useful

finally, a sense of fulfillment, for once in my career. everyday, there is so much to learn and i'm so eager to know all of it, but too bad i'm limited by my brain capacity. how i wish i have photographic memory to store all that was thought and then digest them at a later time.

i guess i have to put my self-reflection on hold... till i find a better opportunity and time.