life has taken its toll on me

my body trembles and my head hurts every time they start to scream at each other. after all these years, i thought i would be used to it by now. but no.

how i wish i can make them see what i'm seeing...

the alcohol and the attitude are the fucking problem.

call me a chicken. i dont care. i have ran away many times and buried my head deep beneath, hoping that ignorance would have the solution. it never did.

how i wish...