am i reali not worthy of your trust?

我在你心中，是个怎样的一个人？

it was all out of fun and laughter, but the lack of trust make the situation go to the other extreme.

your reaction hurts me deep

brain is dead

the week before exams is usually the time i start blaming myself... why did i sleep in lectures... why i skipped tutorials... why i kept procrastinating and didnt work hard... why...

there is a lot of catching up to do now and not much time left at hand... pant pant... can hardly breathe with all the workload piling up.

i know this would gonna happen. why did i still choose to screw myself this way?

so sick of mugging... seriously cant wait for exams to finish.

路是自己选的

但是会选这条路的理由决对不是自己。

wish me luck

2 weeks to my first paper... and this semester's work is definitely not as easy as the last sem...

i should start considering about taking some time to mug in the library.

我... 我爱夏天

back in my lovely summer whites

paint ball

paintball-ing was awesome and reali fun. simply terrific and... ouch...



...and painful too.

that's the bruise i've got on my back from a direct shot. don worry, not all shots will leave you with this terrible mark... it's onli those that gained enough speed.

i've got myself a total of 3 bruises from all these fightings. this is nothing as compared to my fren who kena sabotaged...

i got head-shot too... and there's a terribly lump on my head now. it should be alright in a couple of days.

apart from all these 皮肉之苦, it was definitely a great way to spend the day!

'die die... so late liao, but still cannot finish...'

i get so much adrenaline pumped when rushing last-minute work.

when it's completed (finally), it does gives an extremely strong sense of achivement... as it was initially believed to be a 'mission impossible'.

and sometimes if the work turn out to be a master-piece, i cant help but feel reali relieved that i didnt made the wrong choice of procrastinating earlier on.

lovely songs

lovely album...

spring can be bad, terribly

moths are everywhere!!!

it's crucial to check that my windows are closed and sealed everyday before the night falls. otherwise, there'll be heaps of moths hovering around the room, which will irritate the shit outta me.

when i'm sure that there's no way these buggers can get in, i'll draw my curtains and keep them closed throughout the night. the sight of moths all over the window pane is not at all pleasing... trust me, it's disgusting.

what's next?

i believe very soon, palm-size spiders will soon have their appearance...

and of course the flies!

OMG!

江山易改

每次要等到假期只剩两天，才发现功课只做了一点点。

This holiday didnt turn out to be exceptionally exciting as it wasnt in my plan to go any where. I'm actually saving up for the next hoiday. After my exam, i've got three weeks break before the commencement of 3rd-year gradutaion parade trg. I would love to skip this parade, but too bad it's a compulsory event for all trainees in the academy.

winching about it is not gonna change the fact that i'll be staying for a month after exam before i can fly home. i should be thinking of ways to make my stay less painful.

i'm hoping of make use the time to do some travelling around... wine tour seems like a great idea... wines are good and cheap in southern australia. you wont find such great deal in singapore... or probably i can join some local tour guide... anyway, my options are still open, and what ever i'll be doing depends reali on how much $$ i've got at the end of the day. eventually, if money is a real problem, i still have a low-budget option: i can make use of the time to start working on my license... just got my learner's license yesterday!

就此停笔。gotta start working on my assignments...

绿满州原山滴翠 春回大地路飘香

i love spring!

never knew that spring can be so beautiful.

most trees that have been botak for the past months started to turn green... and everywhere flowers are blooming.