A song to keep u company

I'm reali leavin tis time... zhen de she bu de...

I'm not expectin myself to update tis blog, at least for the next 6 weeks of my initial trg. Hope tis song wld ease any of ur xiang si zhi ku...

Words from the heart...

"I had a girl who loved me, but i didnt cherish her. If I'm ever given a 2nd chance, i'll definitely tell her i love her. If there's a need to put a limit to tis love, i hope it's 10,000 yrs." ~ Sun Wukong, A Chinese Odyssey Part 2: Cinderella


No, i wont. Now tat u're living happily.

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ANGEL
作詞：陶喆/娃娃 作曲：陶喆

鏡子中 看見一張陌生的臉
那眼神如此黯淡
笑一笑 只牽動苦澀的嘴角
我的寂寞誰知道
像條船在水上飄
北斗星也看不到
誰能夠揚起了帆
遠遠離開這黑潮

Angel Angel 盼望你在我身邊
Angel Angel 請你 緊緊抓住我的手

有時候 我想不會有人了解
心理面藏著的痛
我害怕 用真心面對這世界
只好越來越沉默
一個人(一個人) 在人海漂
說話的人找不到
誰給我溫柔(擁抱我) 擁抱
當我感覺心快要碎了

Angel Angel 盼望你在我身邊
Angel Angel 是否 聽見我在呼喚你

能不能 告訴疲憊的我
你永遠為我守候

Angel Angel 請你留在我的身邊
Angel Angel 請你不要放開我的手

**cough cough**

Ever since i ate tonic-black-chicken soup for two consecutive nights a couple of weeks ago, all thanz to my mum and my da-yi... some of u may haf notice, i haf been coughing reali badly, esp when night falls. **cough cough**

And the stubborn side of me still refuse to go see ang-moh doctor, even after so many failure liang-teh plus powdered herbs from the chinese physician.

I just need a bad news from anyone now to start coughing blood... **cough cough**

**cough cough** guess i reali gotta go see polyclinic tml...

Street Soccer

After rotting for so many days at home...i finally got myself a date today.

I think i can call it another successful outing... i din initiate it, gy suggested it last night, and there i went callin for ppl. The soccer outing i called for last sunday, din turn out too well. This time round, i played a pretty big role in callin ppl... we had JY, XS, YS, GY, Jikok, Boon, Kenghan, Wenhao, Edwin and his frens.

I was quite surprise... I was surprise to see that soccer ball was round... haha... cant remember when's the last time i kicked that ball liao. I was quite surprise to see so many ppl actually showed face, esp Kenghan... kinda shocked to see him. When's the last we had so many ppl gathered at JY's place for soccer?

Surprised to see tat i sux at soccer now, just like jikok (past or present, sama sama)... 2 choice for me: either quit soccer for good, or bug the aussie to play street soccer wif me, in return for the rugby games i played wif them. My knee caps kinda hurt now... after so many 'shuttle running'. Think i should go for swim tml morning to relac them a little.

**dropped dead on my bed**

oh ya~ met YN and sudboon @ bedok interchange while waiting for 38 wif GY... and was laughing over a shocking joke from sudboon... haha...

Another familiar song...

陽 光 總 在 風 雨 後
詞 / 曲 : 陳 佳 明 　 編 曲 : 吳 慶 隆

人 生 路 上 甜 苦 和 喜 憂 　 願 與 你 分 擔 所 有
難 免 曾 經 跌 倒 和 等 候 　 要 勇 敢 的 抬 頭
誰 願 常 躲 在 避 風 的 港 口 　 寧 有 波 濤 洶 湧 的 自 由
願 是 你 心 中 燈 塔 的 守 候 　 在 迷 霧 中 讓 你 看 透

陽 光 總 在 風 雨 後 　 烏 雲 上 有 晴 空
珍 惜 所 有 的 感 動 　 每 一 份 希 望 在 你 手 中
陽 光 總 在 風 雨 後 　 請 相 信 有 彩 虹
風 風 雨 雨 都 接 受 　 我 一 直 會 在 你 的 左 右

Wat a day...

The Upside-down Newspaper

Amuse your co-travellers and learn a new skill in the process. Reading upside-down might require more time and patience, but it will give you a whole new view on current events.



How to Play
1. Purchase a newspaper. The bigger, the better.
2. With great ceremony, open it upside down.
3. With great interest, read every article.Tip: Make sure that you chuckle, grimace, shrug and nod occasionally.
4. Every now and then, prod someone next to you and point to a particularly relevant story.

~~Against Boredom

Holy shit! Missed my flight!

I woke up from my sleep, looked at my watch... goodness, 10 minutes from the departure time! Shit... shit... shit... what am i gonna do!!! Unless i cld teleport, if not won reach there in time one... shit... 6 digits sum for breaking bond... junrong, i'm gonna zao lo soon... wait for u at changi jetty at midnight. Travel light, can swim faster...

Bullshit... No la... i where got so cock one...

I got a call yesterday from NTD. I was told tt i wasnt required 2b there till 27Jan. Waduh... typical illustration of the importance of stayin 'rubbery' in SAF. Anyway, so now i'm still around breathing the air in Singapore, waiting for their call to comfirm my next flight. But i must b prepared...hu noes i'll get 'activated the next day' in the middle of the night.

Still in the mood

Think i'll keep tis song playin for one more week...

Shld i haf stayed satisfied wif a simple life? i wonder...

Should i be happy or sad?

Wednesday:- For the last time Mambo @ Zouk. God knows when i'll visit tat place again. It was awesome... possibly bcos we're under the spell of some minor-COOH. It's less crowded compared to the NUS hall bash last week. And finally we'd our "Summer Rain"! Thanx ppl... junrong, wenduan and my sis...

Thursday:- Dinner at some thai place @ buggis wif xl. Excellent place for dinner...cheap and yummy! But xl, u wld haf made my day, if the dinner was on u :p . Then we went for some shopping at Expo robinson sale wif jikok & JY... goodness... things are super cheap! It's still on...till 23rd.

Friday:- Unsatisfied wif the fact tat i bought nothing in a sale, i went robinson again wif my sis tis time. When we were there, we found another sale nearby, MPH book sale. haha... to ppl hu haf bought LOTR and Dan Brown's book, i'm sori... these books are selling at 10 and 5 bucks respectively at the sale!!! haha... i think i'm evil. At the end of the day. i spent like a hundred buck in both sales... ouch! another hole in the pocket.

Saturday:- Majong at my house wif junrong and boon. I'm sori... i din expect the wu ling gao shou at my place wld 'ba dao xiang zhu'... duo duo bao han. Anyway, bcos of the majong session, i was terribly late for the CI dinner @ swensen, PS, wif the new and the 'new-ex' and the 'old-ex'. Oh my god... the sec 1 cadets when i was yr 2 CI have now become CI as well... argh... where do i (we) stand now? Pls stop tat... i hate the idea of getting any older! Day ended wif a KTV session at Cha Xuan @ Outram... er... nvm.

Quishi in foto: 1%, Jikok in foto: 10%

Sunday:- NCO 99/00 lunch at Billy Bombers, Heeren. Jikok was telling me tat it might end up worst then the prev gathering in dec 04... just he and me having candle-light lunch. Woa... din expect such a good turn out! Thanx ppl! Wldn't haf such a great time without any of you! Then we had (another) KTV session at Party World, recommended by our lian jie... tis type of thing she noes best. But soon, one by one ppl left. Me too... how i wish i had stayed till the end of the KTV session... but reali sori tat i haf another important event in hand-- my fren's wedding dinner. My first friend's wedding... hee... Who's next?! Guanyi? mayb JY? Or who wanna fight wif them? i'll give u big ang bao. hmm... and when's mine?

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Not long after the dinner, i found myself strolling in the street at Orchard, alone... not for long. I din want to miss the bus home. But it was long enough for me to recollect all the happenings of the past few weeks since i was back...

I luv it! I'm serious... i simply love it... now they are lovely memories. Thanx every one who haf played a part in making it beautiful... my family... my mates and buddies from DHS, TJ and the navy... I reali loved it.

I felt kinda sad... and scared too, thinking about it... I'm not some1 who can express my feeling well and easily wif words. To me, they are sth profound, 'undescrib-able'. But i know this same feeling came to me once, the day b4 i left for Aust some few months ago. It has found it's way back to me again, tis time earlier and intensity doubled.

I haf lost it once. And knowing tat i'll b losing it again soon reali freaks me out...

DHS NPCC NCO 99/00

'Lunch for NCO 99/00 tis sunday, 1.30pm, @ billy bombers, heeren, next to sakae sushi. No attendance comfirmation required. Just come if u can. Keep forwarding.'

Hu wld u think of when u feel lonely?

to pei he every1's nostalgic feeling lately, i thot it'll be very apt to play tis xtrememly familiar song... a dedication to all my squad mates... bless ya!

Worth a read...

Link to Sudboon's recent post in her LJ... No, no, not tat LJ. Just click la...

Speed of Sound

It's raining out there again... and it ruins my plan to go for a swim today. C'mon, my dear Ti Gong. I know u are realli sad about what has happen at Aceh and all the coasts surrouding the indian ocean. I know it hurts to see ppl dying, I know it hurts too to receive no news from ur loved ones... and I know it hurts even more to see ur loved ones dead or died in front of u. Hush... stop crying, okay? Tis isnt sth that's w/in ur control... I don think i can control my pimples frm erupting oso. U are making things worst by crying here. We already haf got ppl there to help. Don toughen their job... Stop crying, and learn to let go. Isnt tat what u've always try to teach me? I've learnt well... wat bout u?

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I haven found e answer to my qns in "Blues..." since it came up to my pathetic brain years ago... anyone can help to satisfy him?

Sth from my crazy brain again:

Ppl always wonder what's gonna happen when one travel at the speed of light. What are we gonna see? Will time freeze? Will we die? Woa... too chim... so chim. Up till now, i still cant fully comprehen the quantum theory in A-level physics. I just noe how to apply e formulae: E = h·f , λ = h/p ... I like to pick on a slower medium... sound.

U're on a jet plane tat's capable of reaching twice the speed of sound w/in 5 seconds from take off. At tis take-off point, there's tis 'super loud hailer' which will emit the sound "ni shi zhu!", so loud tat it could still b heard 10 km away, as soon as the jet leave the ground.

Not long after u took off, u "caught up" wif the sound. what wld u hear as u "over-took" tat sound?

"ZHUUUUU... SHIIIII... NIIIII..."?

or "UHZ IHS IN"?

~~help~~ better find sth better for my brain to work on.

I will survive

Back to work in the office after just two hours of sleep...

It was jus a so-so night. but it was definitely interesting enough to haf met so many ppl... so many familiar faces.

8 more hrs to go... I'll make it! ^_^

Blues...

Spare me a tick. Lift ur head and look at the beautiful sky...

Since young, u were told by ur parents, ur kindergarden teachers, and many others, tt colour is blue... or mayb sky blue 2b more precise.

I looked at the sky above me... I learnt that it's blue too! How fascinating...

Then, later in time, I was told tt no two of us haf identical brains. We perceive things differently... we interpret and understand things in our own unique ways.

For many years, we tried to study and understand our differences, for various reasons, and put them into writings. But how often do we see these findings change or contradict each other? We are still unable to fully understand how each other think, why we react in certain ways, unless u become me...

So now... are we all seeing the same blue?

Another January Baby

It was Ah Lian right at the start of the year. Then chunhuan, my JC classmate. And now another man turning 21! It's Lao-Jiang... Happy bdae Huiteng!

We, as in me, jikok, boonhwa, belvin & edwin, had a mini celebration yesterday for him at Parkway Parade. Actually it was jus a simple treat to Fish and Co. budden i think huiteng was too paiseh and he just ordered simple pasta... while me and jikok had quite a great feast--we shared a "seafood platter for two". It was a fun and relaxing night at fish and co... lotsa catching up... lotsa laughing... and lotsa teasing (of the cute waitress)... haha...

The night ended wif a game of pool @ the nearby pool centre, jus across the road... but by then only left me, jikok and boonhwa... and we were waiting for the suppose-to-come JY, who ended up at home instead... as usual, like to fly ppl aeroplane. my games were pretty blessed last night with 3 wins, two losses... considering the last time i played pool was in June!

Goodbye 2004... Welcome 2005... sigh... into my 21st year

I come back so long liao, but never haf the mood to blog. Blame it on my "busy and challenging work"... blame it on my slow connection... blame it on my 56k modem... and never on myself, lazy bum. Well... watever... procrastinating again.

for days it has been raining... ... heavily... and it wets all my plans to go out... rain rain go away... big boy (yes big boy now...almost 21 liao... sianz... Oh yes! it's our big sis big, xinlian's 21st bdae today!!! Happy Bdae!!!) here wans to go out and play! ARGH!!! sigh... so i thot mayb now is a good time to update my long-forgotten blog... add a few lines and couples of pics to my gallery...

i'm not gonna say much about my 2004... esp all those unhappinesses. i'm gonna tie them all up to a huge rock and sink them in south china sea... mayb jervis bay better, more isolated. My days lying ahead will be mouch more impt...

some more my days in singapore are numbered. haha...not that i kena some terminal disease or what (choi!). it's jus bcos i'm flying back to aus on 19 jan liao and that leaves me wif onli 17 days left... must reali enjoy myself...

what my plans? so far onli four... tis wed, the fifth, i'm definitely not gonna miss the mambo @ zouk. Then the coming sunday, sentosa. The third one got cancelled...bike hike. Lastly, on the 16th, my dear WEO, aston's wedding! C'mon guys...i'm free... ask me out leh!! if not hafta wait very long again!!!