忙了几个月，真想好好 nua 一下。
一 nua, 就这样把 one-week break nua 了一大半。
只剩四天，作业还是一样的多...
一 nua, 就这样把 one-week break nua 了一大半。
只剩四天，作业还是一样的多...
Thursday, 29 September 2005
Monday, 19 September 2005
a quick update
there are times when u are down... u are and u want to be left alone.
there are times when u feel reali pissed off with life... an active volcano is living within, and everyone, everything seems to get on ur nerves reali easily.
there are times when u are just damn bored... nothing seems to interest u and able to keep u entertained.
finally this times are over, at least for now. but they'll come again, i'm sure. not a monthly thing though (^_^)... anyway, that's besides the point.
Jikok, u're not the onli one starting work at 6... yea, i know how shit it is trying to get up each day at 5 plus especially when you have a big one the night before. but wat to do... bo pian and still hafta carry on. so suck it up and look on the bright... think about me, i've still got 3.5yrs to go. when u ORD? not far i suppose... try to enjoy ur work now. when u finally ORD, who knows, u might actually miss these days.
Not much excitment going on here recently. Having academics and military trg together still sucks.
yesterday, was probably the most exciting day for the past few weeks (or probably bcos it's still fresh in my memories).
after getting some pointers from my mom, i embarked on a new hobby: cooking green bean soup. No mess, no fire no hiccups... everything turned out well and it was actually quite good. next week, i'll try on more stuffs like barley. my fren even suggested bobo-hitam... that would be a great challenge and i reckon i'll need more time to 'level-up' first.
anyway, as it was mid-autumn festival (theortically, it's spring in canberra now), a few of my s'pore mates crowded in my room for some moon-gazing, majong (i lost again, damn) and eating moon-cakes with my green bean soup. there wasnt a lot of moon cakes cos it isn't cheap to buy them here. so everyone just had about a quarter each and heaps of soup.
good evening, it was.
there are times when u feel reali pissed off with life... an active volcano is living within, and everyone, everything seems to get on ur nerves reali easily.
there are times when u are just damn bored... nothing seems to interest u and able to keep u entertained.
finally this times are over, at least for now. but they'll come again, i'm sure. not a monthly thing though (^_^)... anyway, that's besides the point.
Jikok, u're not the onli one starting work at 6... yea, i know how shit it is trying to get up each day at 5 plus especially when you have a big one the night before. but wat to do... bo pian and still hafta carry on. so suck it up and look on the bright... think about me, i've still got 3.5yrs to go. when u ORD? not far i suppose... try to enjoy ur work now. when u finally ORD, who knows, u might actually miss these days.
Not much excitment going on here recently. Having academics and military trg together still sucks.
yesterday, was probably the most exciting day for the past few weeks (or probably bcos it's still fresh in my memories).
after getting some pointers from my mom, i embarked on a new hobby: cooking green bean soup. No mess, no fire no hiccups... everything turned out well and it was actually quite good. next week, i'll try on more stuffs like barley. my fren even suggested bobo-hitam... that would be a great challenge and i reckon i'll need more time to 'level-up' first.
anyway, as it was mid-autumn festival (theortically, it's spring in canberra now), a few of my s'pore mates crowded in my room for some moon-gazing, majong (i lost again, damn) and eating moon-cakes with my green bean soup. there wasnt a lot of moon cakes cos it isn't cheap to buy them here. so everyone just had about a quarter each and heaps of soup.
good evening, it was.
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it isn't too far away from my exam. i'm having a week of holiday next week, and exam willl follows 3 weeks after that. gotta buck up and start working... and you guys back there, jia you ba!
tough times = sweet memories.
Tuesday, 6 September 2005
Monday, 5 September 2005
Why must you do it again
i just realised that i can still smile... finally starting to get on my feet again, recovering from the past weeks of depression.
but you did it again...
but you did it again...
To my dearest Mum
你不累吗？
每次都为了那么一点小事而闹得天翻地覆。
酗酒、拿不相干的人出气、无理取闹、把自己弄得要死不活...
受伤的终究只有自己，和周围关心你的人。
那口气真的有比性命，家庭幸福来得更重要吗？
把它争回来了您真的会开心、满足吗？
还是又为自己增添了一个不愉快的阴影...
爱莫能助
儿字
每次都为了那么一点小事而闹得天翻地覆。
酗酒、拿不相干的人出气、无理取闹、把自己弄得要死不活...
受伤的终究只有自己，和周围关心你的人。
那口气真的有比性命，家庭幸福来得更重要吗？
把它争回来了您真的会开心、满足吗？
还是又为自己增添了一个不愉快的阴影...
爱莫能助
儿字
ALCOHOL
I HATE YOU.
YOU TOOK AWAY MY DAD...
YOU EAT AWAY MY MUM's LIFE...
YOU RUIN MY FAMILY...
YOURS TRULY
MOST HATED ENEMY
YOU TOOK AWAY MY DAD...
YOU EAT AWAY MY MUM's LIFE...
YOU RUIN MY FAMILY...
YOURS TRULY
MOST HATED ENEMY
