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leopard spots

i'm in a really bad mood recently.

a lot of reasons behind that. academic stress is probably one of them.

at a low-stress level, i would find myself not wanting to speak much. low-stress is usually due to problems that are still within my limits. and so it really pisses me off when i find myself taking more time than required to resolve it.

high-stress level involves stuffs that are way outta my league. and when that happens, i get really eccentric and you can trust me to do unexpected things just to get that load off my head.

this is an old habit from as far as i can remember. well, it probably doesnt help with the problem, but it does help keep my sanity in check.

feat

i dont remember myself playing four different games on my PC in a month. of course, not counting freecell, solitaire, hearts and minesweeper.

within this short period of time, i have been introduced to four different engineering software which i'm expected to be competent with in the next couple of weeks.

isnt it sux to be an engineer some times.

murphy's law

problems in zimbawee and nepal with their elections, the breaking of antarctic ice, the rising food (rice) price, inflation, and of course tibet and the olympic torch relay...

this world seems so f up and it's going from bad to worst. or perhaps watching bbc news while doing my homework wasnt a good idea after all.

the music

i've this big problem in my life, which i have been trying to avoid.

i know i have to face it some how.

but i dont know how.

puppet

i seriously believe my life is being controlled by some unknown greater force. probably laughing at every misfortune that i was manipulated into.

if life is fair, why do i keep falling flat down onto the dirt track? and before i even tried to stand up and brush it off, i'm probably choked on the sand and coughing my lungs off...

what's new

a new layout - there has been a lack of interest in blogging since the year started. my poor 56k internet connection was partly to blame. and also my busy schedule with attachment, thesis and personal admin. now that i've changed the layout (sth which i wanted to do long ago, i got really sick of the dots), i hope it can shower me with more inspiration and blessing. er... i'm not sure what magic this brownish black layout can do, i'll just be crossing my fingers.

a new title - another reason for the lack of activity: i'm always holding back on what i want to put up here. should i be more personal? or perhaps technical stuffs about my studies and work? funny? or even cool factor? whatever... perhaps, the better way to go round this barrier is to be random. yes random posts of random ideas and thoughts at random times it is.

a new room - just a little update about my status in aussie: finished 3 years of trg and aca, now into my final 4th year, focusing purely on studies and thesis. moved into a new place, crowded with more freedom, time and booze. too bad there isnt much money available. isnt that sux. few years down the road when i have more money, i doubt time and freedom still want to befriend any more :(

alright that's all for now.

shit easter

shit shit shit

checked

EOY EXAM... checked
Great time in SST Trg... checked
Visit to gay bar... checked (i'm now straighter than ever b4)
Grieve over results... checked
Grad week... checked
Graduation (from mil)... checked
Hate-to-say-goodbye... checked
Fly home... checked
Say hi...

HELLO EVERYONE!!!

... checked

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