爱情线

i think god is mocking me.

i watched fantastic 4 with a fren not long ago. i was pretty saddened by the romance. it reminded me of my only love.

i met up with her today for movie. i gave her the liberty to choose, she chose the same movie. i din tell her i've watched it. it doesnt matter to me anyway, it's her that matter.

how i wish it could b a happy ending for us too... not few years down the road. i'm more impatient, i long for a happy ending, if possible, now. how i wish i can tell her i still like her.

i find myself behaving very much like him. Wait and wait, and still waiting... pondering over, or should i say creating, all sorts of 'variables' that will do no good and bring painful regrets... they still hurt.

i feels good chatting with her. i cant explain. i cant explain why i like her too... i just cant... "bo pian"?

i din intent to do anything, she is happy now with him.

i wish her well.