my 自尊心 is getting me to no where again. i feel reali terrible having to lie my way through and being so irresponsible today...
since i've got no balls, why did i accept it in the first place???
i should have expected that to happen. i knew i'll chicken out the last minute. i knew i'm such a wimp... why did i still let it happen!!!
why... why am i like this! 我真的觉得我自己很失败。
i never thought of the consequence when i do things... whenever i'm about to fail or when i starts to betray myself, all i know is 逃避。
i'm so-called an adult. but i feel like a child within... an immature one. will i be ready in 3 yrs to face the greater challenge?????????????
since i've got no balls, why did i accept it in the first place???
i should have expected that to happen. i knew i'll chicken out the last minute. i knew i'm such a wimp... why did i still let it happen!!!
why... why am i like this! 我真的觉得我自己很失败。
i never thought of the consequence when i do things... whenever i'm about to fail or when i starts to betray myself, all i know is 逃避。
i'm so-called an adult. but i feel like a child within... an immature one. will i be ready in 3 yrs to face the greater challenge?????????????
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