孤单或许比较幸福... 至少它不会伤害我

what have i done to deserve all that?

many times i have been excluded. i'd tried telling myself previous happenings were mere coincidences and misunderstandings. 是我多心了, they didnt mean it that way...

just when i've got over with the pain and open myself up again... u did it again. 一次比一次狠...痛!

this time it's no misunderstanding...

我没必要再那么犯贱...