sorry for the lack of update.
it has been three weeks into academics and i'm still in the process of synchronising my life with this place. i moved into a building earlier this year and life has been rather different with the new neighbours and the new status known as the 'Third Years'.
last year was a hard year to get by. sometime during the 10 months spent in the academy i got lost. many times, i found myself asking myself 'what the hell am i doing here?'. i lost my aims and directions, and day after day i was merely just going through the motion, that sick bloody routine. my motivation then hit rock bottom.
the time spent back home over christmas and cny have been very fruitful and somewhat refreshing. i gained new experiences and at the same time retrieved things that i've lost along the way.
well, i'm back in that bloody routine once more, but this time i'm seeing it in a more positive light. this is my last year as a midshipman (next year, i'll be in my advanced year in which i'll be back into my own uniform and rank), and the thought of it has been very encouraging. now i felt more focused and energised, and i'm glad i'm on track again.
allow me a little more time to set my life in place. i promise there will be more updates there after ^_^
it has been three weeks into academics and i'm still in the process of synchronising my life with this place. i moved into a building earlier this year and life has been rather different with the new neighbours and the new status known as the 'Third Years'.
last year was a hard year to get by. sometime during the 10 months spent in the academy i got lost. many times, i found myself asking myself 'what the hell am i doing here?'. i lost my aims and directions, and day after day i was merely just going through the motion, that sick bloody routine. my motivation then hit rock bottom.
the time spent back home over christmas and cny have been very fruitful and somewhat refreshing. i gained new experiences and at the same time retrieved things that i've lost along the way.
well, i'm back in that bloody routine once more, but this time i'm seeing it in a more positive light. this is my last year as a midshipman (next year, i'll be in my advanced year in which i'll be back into my own uniform and rank), and the thought of it has been very encouraging. now i felt more focused and energised, and i'm glad i'm on track again.
allow me a little more time to set my life in place. i promise there will be more updates there after ^_^
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