many a time, i find myself not having any plan in mind.
what do i want to achieve in this phase of my life? what should i be doing to fulfil the dream? is there some one who can help me? am i keeping on track towards my goal? is there room for further improvement? what's next? how can the achievement be of use in my future endeavors? am i ready to try sth new?
these are qns i should have asked myself again and again.
well, come to think of it, i did. what i didnt do was to put an answer to each of them.
i have a rather complicated life, and this complication has somewhat disgusted me and put me off from planning my life. i go with the flow and tackle problems only when it comes. surprising, i have made quite an achievement by just 'going with the flow', as though it has been planned. you can be sure i am thankful for that.
i came in fourth in my course. it was a surprise, cos i wasnt making any deliberate effort to fight for the top positions. at the start of the course, we were told to set our goals. my past experience in mids had offered me an unique definition of the word 'performance' in saf, and therefore i had my reserve when i thot about striving for excellence. i just did my best, competing with not anyone eles but myself, like what i have been doing for the past few years in uni.
so indeed, the ranking came as a surprise. but it has also set me into thinking: am really that good? if so, should i spend some time to plan for my future? or should i stay contended with what i have and what im doing?
what do i want to achieve in this phase of my life? what should i be doing to fulfil the dream? is there some one who can help me? am i keeping on track towards my goal? is there room for further improvement? what's next? how can the achievement be of use in my future endeavors? am i ready to try sth new?
these are qns i should have asked myself again and again.
well, come to think of it, i did. what i didnt do was to put an answer to each of them.
i have a rather complicated life, and this complication has somewhat disgusted me and put me off from planning my life. i go with the flow and tackle problems only when it comes. surprising, i have made quite an achievement by just 'going with the flow', as though it has been planned. you can be sure i am thankful for that.
i came in fourth in my course. it was a surprise, cos i wasnt making any deliberate effort to fight for the top positions. at the start of the course, we were told to set our goals. my past experience in mids had offered me an unique definition of the word 'performance' in saf, and therefore i had my reserve when i thot about striving for excellence. i just did my best, competing with not anyone eles but myself, like what i have been doing for the past few years in uni.
so indeed, the ranking came as a surprise. but it has also set me into thinking: am really that good? if so, should i spend some time to plan for my future? or should i stay contended with what i have and what im doing?
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