I wished I had someone to talk to.
I'm feeling terribly shit right now.
Sunday, 29 April 2007
放飞机
got really pissed off this morning with my singaporean friends here.
i bought some pancake mix earlier this week, enough for around 5-6 ppl with 3 pancakes each. surely i cant finish it at one go on my own. therefore i made an offer to share it. we agreed to meet at 8 this morning at my division, but i waited until 0830 and no body turn up at all!
there was no miss call, no msg or anything... and up to now no one has given me any explanation or apology!
pui... is that what i get in return for being nice and friendly? well, i suppose this should be the last i'll offer anything. the code of 'i-me-myself' seems to inflict less of self-harm.
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(edited)
they apologised. i forgot one of them have access to this blog.
i'm sure i can take this down more easily after a night sleep. i may even forget about it.
but not today... there is no space for forgiveness today. the damage has been done and it still hurts.
i bought some pancake mix earlier this week, enough for around 5-6 ppl with 3 pancakes each. surely i cant finish it at one go on my own. therefore i made an offer to share it. we agreed to meet at 8 this morning at my division, but i waited until 0830 and no body turn up at all!
there was no miss call, no msg or anything... and up to now no one has given me any explanation or apology!
pui... is that what i get in return for being nice and friendly? well, i suppose this should be the last i'll offer anything. the code of 'i-me-myself' seems to inflict less of self-harm.
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(edited)
they apologised. i forgot one of them have access to this blog.
i'm sure i can take this down more easily after a night sleep. i may even forget about it.
but not today... there is no space for forgiveness today. the damage has been done and it still hurts.
Sunday, 22 April 2007
three hundred
i like historic films... mainly because i can learn about the history without having to risk reading one, which i know i wont last the first chapter.
like many other similar films, i always wonder what it would be like to live in those times. life seems a lot simplier but still exciting in their own ways. hey, i'm not implying i'm the type that likes the blood and gore, war and killing. i'm more impressed by their sense of loyalty, code of honour and never-say-die spirit, which i think is lacking terribly in many places around me. the common practice seems to be the code of i-me-myself... you bite me, i bite you. whoever bleeds the least wins.
like many other similar films, i always wonder what it would be like to live in those times. life seems a lot simplier but still exciting in their own ways. hey, i'm not implying i'm the type that likes the blood and gore, war and killing. i'm more impressed by their sense of loyalty, code of honour and never-say-die spirit, which i think is lacking terribly in many places around me. the common practice seems to be the code of i-me-myself... you bite me, i bite you. whoever bleeds the least wins.
Sunday, 15 April 2007
too much energy
yet another long break since my last post. paiseh... not that i dont wanna blog, i just dont get (enough) time to do that. (actually sometime i got a little bit of time at hand, but by the time i think of what to type, there wasnt much left -_-')
i have been keeping my life rather busy since the start of the semester, with a number of extra curriculum activities. firstly, i'm still playing in the social soccer team in which i'll have matches once a week, either thursday or saturaday.
my sundays are now devoted to sea sports down at the canberra lake. thus far, i've done kayaking (hope to get into white-water kayaking soon), in the midst of learning small dinghy sailing (just finish the basic course today), and hoping i would get into board sailing soon.
i also have rock climbing on monday and wednesday evenings.
^_^ seems pretty intense...
well, academic life seems a bit more relax now with only three labs for the whole semester (already completed one, two left). moreover, classes end really early (at 10am) on mondays and tuesdays. so i suppose i can afford to expand my commitments to other areas... and create an 'all-rounded' education for myself ;p. (i must admit, i'm sick of studying.) but, studies still come first. it is what i'm here for. i'll definitely have to put in some effort to hang on the bar i set previsouly. (suck thumb)
anyway, so this is what i've been up to thus far, and hopefully for the whole of this semester. forgive me, if i take ages to put in my next post again.
i have been keeping my life rather busy since the start of the semester, with a number of extra curriculum activities. firstly, i'm still playing in the social soccer team in which i'll have matches once a week, either thursday or saturaday.
my sundays are now devoted to sea sports down at the canberra lake. thus far, i've done kayaking (hope to get into white-water kayaking soon), in the midst of learning small dinghy sailing (just finish the basic course today), and hoping i would get into board sailing soon.
i also have rock climbing on monday and wednesday evenings.
^_^ seems pretty intense...
well, academic life seems a bit more relax now with only three labs for the whole semester (already completed one, two left). moreover, classes end really early (at 10am) on mondays and tuesdays. so i suppose i can afford to expand my commitments to other areas... and create an 'all-rounded' education for myself ;p. (i must admit, i'm sick of studying.) but, studies still come first. it is what i'm here for. i'll definitely have to put in some effort to hang on the bar i set previsouly. (suck thumb)
anyway, so this is what i've been up to thus far, and hopefully for the whole of this semester. forgive me, if i take ages to put in my next post again.
Friday, 23 March 2007
Synchronising
sorry for the lack of update.
it has been three weeks into academics and i'm still in the process of synchronising my life with this place. i moved into a building earlier this year and life has been rather different with the new neighbours and the new status known as the 'Third Years'.
last year was a hard year to get by. sometime during the 10 months spent in the academy i got lost. many times, i found myself asking myself 'what the hell am i doing here?'. i lost my aims and directions, and day after day i was merely just going through the motion, that sick bloody routine. my motivation then hit rock bottom.
the time spent back home over christmas and cny have been very fruitful and somewhat refreshing. i gained new experiences and at the same time retrieved things that i've lost along the way.
well, i'm back in that bloody routine once more, but this time i'm seeing it in a more positive light. this is my last year as a midshipman (next year, i'll be in my advanced year in which i'll be back into my own uniform and rank), and the thought of it has been very encouraging. now i felt more focused and energised, and i'm glad i'm on track again.
allow me a little more time to set my life in place. i promise there will be more updates there after ^_^
it has been three weeks into academics and i'm still in the process of synchronising my life with this place. i moved into a building earlier this year and life has been rather different with the new neighbours and the new status known as the 'Third Years'.
last year was a hard year to get by. sometime during the 10 months spent in the academy i got lost. many times, i found myself asking myself 'what the hell am i doing here?'. i lost my aims and directions, and day after day i was merely just going through the motion, that sick bloody routine. my motivation then hit rock bottom.
the time spent back home over christmas and cny have been very fruitful and somewhat refreshing. i gained new experiences and at the same time retrieved things that i've lost along the way.
well, i'm back in that bloody routine once more, but this time i'm seeing it in a more positive light. this is my last year as a midshipman (next year, i'll be in my advanced year in which i'll be back into my own uniform and rank), and the thought of it has been very encouraging. now i felt more focused and energised, and i'm glad i'm on track again.
allow me a little more time to set my life in place. i promise there will be more updates there after ^_^
Monday, 12 February 2007
发啊！
what ever happen in 狗年 will be history in a few days.
if the year has been beautiful, good on you. if it hasnt, dont worry. you still have 猪年 to make up for it.
好的来，坏的去!
祝大家猪年行好运！
发啊！
if the year has been beautiful, good on you. if it hasnt, dont worry. you still have 猪年 to make up for it.
好的来，坏的去!
祝大家猪年行好运！
发啊！
year-end luck
an email from samsung:
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Congrats!
You have won a Sun Yan Zi CD from Samsung Fun Club for participating in FunPack Free 30days promotion in Jan 07.
Pls collect ... ...
On behalf of all @ Samsung Fun Club, we wish you a Properous New Year ahead!
Cheers!
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this is the first time i won something in a country-wide lucky draw! luck hasnt been very kind to me lately... so this is certainly a surprise!
thanks for your 眷顾. please drop by more often ^.^
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Congrats!
You have won a Sun Yan Zi CD from Samsung Fun Club for participating in FunPack Free 30days promotion in Jan 07.
Pls collect ... ...
On behalf of all @ Samsung Fun Club, we wish you a Properous New Year ahead!
Cheers!
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this is the first time i won something in a country-wide lucky draw! luck hasnt been very kind to me lately... so this is certainly a surprise!
thanks for your 眷顾. please drop by more often ^.^
Tuesday, 30 January 2007
倒霉的一天
i'm sure everyone has their bad days.
今天霉神对我说: 轮到你了!
(edited)
alright, i'll take back my words.
the day wasnt that bad afterall actually. light work @ office plus knock off early.
it was just the morning.
今天霉神对我说: 轮到你了!
(edited)
alright, i'll take back my words.
the day wasnt that bad afterall actually. light work @ office plus knock off early.
it was just the morning.
Monday, 29 January 2007
寻寻觅觅
been back and working @ TNB for quite a while... i realise the same 'annual' problem has occured: 无心工作
studying in canberra has been like living in a monastery: 四大皆空. study was the only focus.
now, too much distraction or simply desperation.
i seriously need a companion to 定性 and of course my 心 too.
studying in canberra has been like living in a monastery: 四大皆空. study was the only focus.
now, too much distraction or simply desperation.
i seriously need a companion to 定性 and of course my 心 too.
finals
any one interested to watch the finals at the national stadium this wednesday?
PRICING:
Grandstand: S$15
Gallery Adult: S$7
Gallery Children: S$2
(edited)
just read the straits times and it seems that the football fever is really in the air.
super long queue for the tix siah...
PRICING:
Grandstand: S$15
Gallery Adult: S$7
Gallery Children: S$2
(edited)
just read the straits times and it seems that the football fever is really in the air.
super long queue for the tix siah...
