Before i started school, there's a lot of time in hand and of course 精力充沛，but I never knew, or bright enough to know how to spend them wisely.
上了学后，I have 很多梦想。这个很想尝试，那个也很想试, but time and money were never on my side. 家境贫困的我没想过也不敢 take the route less travelled. Study hard seem like the only (safe) option in building a better life. So school has never failed to keep me occupied.
现在，也算是在半工半读吧。人人都看我好，studying abroad on scholarship seems like a great deal. 但谁又会了解到离乡背井的辛酸和寂寞。时不时我都会不禁对当初的决定感到后悔。Life in a civi university seems more interesting. Am I missing out a lot of things in my youth?
Recently, a friend of mine shock me with his comment: me in the Navy is 梦想成真 for me.
在此我再次声明 : 路虽然是我选的，但会选择这条路的原因绝对不会是自己。
What will my life be like after uni?
嗨... 嗨... 不堪设想。
Work... work... and more work. 也不是我要的呀。I got 自知之明，i know how shit i am. My 6 months in the fleet last year told me i'm no where there. Many times, i wondered: am i in the right place?
my life sux... at least now it is.
i'm trying hard to change it... but it's not easy.
have i made it better? or have i made it worst?
上了学后，I have 很多梦想。这个很想尝试，那个也很想试, but time and money were never on my side. 家境贫困的我没想过也不敢 take the route less travelled. Study hard seem like the only (safe) option in building a better life. So school has never failed to keep me occupied.
现在，也算是在半工半读吧。人人都看我好，studying abroad on scholarship seems like a great deal. 但谁又会了解到离乡背井的辛酸和寂寞。时不时我都会不禁对当初的决定感到后悔。Life in a civi university seems more interesting. Am I missing out a lot of things in my youth?
Recently, a friend of mine shock me with his comment: me in the Navy is 梦想成真 for me.
在此我再次声明 : 路虽然是我选的，但会选择这条路的原因绝对不会是自己。
What will my life be like after uni?
嗨... 嗨... 不堪设想。
Work... work... and more work. 也不是我要的呀。I got 自知之明，i know how shit i am. My 6 months in the fleet last year told me i'm no where there. Many times, i wondered: am i in the right place?
my life sux... at least now it is.
i'm trying hard to change it... but it's not easy.
have i made it better? or have i made it worst?
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