I began the climb up the mountain a year back. I know the journey is gg to be long & arduous but I was prepared for it.
in order to better myself, I took a pit stop for some training. I woke up one fine day, ten weeks later, only to realise a divine intervention brought me back to the foot again, but somewhere unfamiliar. now I'm expected to climb twice the height I last achieved in the shortest time possible, preferably within a month!
I plan to cruise thru my Dec; enjoy a great break, esp over Christmas, before starting 2011. but looking at my schedule today, I realised I'm so screwed. and coupled with recent unhappiness, I don't know if I cld pull thru the month unscath. how I wish I cld just gave up.
I'm sorry, I came back here with more sorrows. emo is not in my blood. it's just tt I'm really stressed out by the sudden influx of uncertainties in family, friendship & work.
in order to better myself, I took a pit stop for some training. I woke up one fine day, ten weeks later, only to realise a divine intervention brought me back to the foot again, but somewhere unfamiliar. now I'm expected to climb twice the height I last achieved in the shortest time possible, preferably within a month!
I plan to cruise thru my Dec; enjoy a great break, esp over Christmas, before starting 2011. but looking at my schedule today, I realised I'm so screwed. and coupled with recent unhappiness, I don't know if I cld pull thru the month unscath. how I wish I cld just gave up.
I'm sorry, I came back here with more sorrows. emo is not in my blood. it's just tt I'm really stressed out by the sudden influx of uncertainties in family, friendship & work.
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Familiar strangers paid a visit to my hse today. I don’t (or perhaps refuse to) know what is happening. I'm worried, but all I can do now is to continue do my part and hope for the best.
I decided to show her the post last night. I guess somewhere inside, I have forgiven, cos I realise I didn’t listen either. I felt ashamed. Now, I just don’t know what I shld do to reach a satisfactory resolution between us.
I have always done just fine in work. But this time, I'm having second thots, cos I have never deal with all these three problems at the same time.
perhaps i shld take some time off for beer-chill tmr night.
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